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Head colds                                 I met a man once, who came to clinic for complaint of a head cold.
                                                   For how long have you had these symptoms, sir?
        over bullet holes                          For about a week, he had said.
                                                   I asked him to remove his sweatshirt, so that I might
        By Julia Ramirez, COMP student
                                                     more accurately take his blood pressure.
        Background courtesy of shutterstock.com    And as he complied, removing by accident his shirt along with it,
                                                     I saw
                                                   The semi-fresh, still-healing tissue
                                                     of the bullet hole in his chest.

                                                   He shrugged and laughed softly, as we crowded around
                                                     with our concern
                                                   We should take care of this, sir.
                                                   Let us clean it,
                                                   Let us help.
                                                   But he declined,
                                                     He would rather us just deal with his head cold.

                                                   I didn’t understand at the time the reason for his repudiation,
                                                     but later came to see
                                                   The contraindications that stemmed from the distrust,
                                                   And the inherent fear of persons in positions of authority.

                                                   Confronting the quietly calcified pre-conceived notions,
                                                   That stiffen thought like plaque,
                                                     impeding ability to truly see and understand:

                                                   I pondered the women requesting vitamins
                                                     instead of Ibuprofen
                                                       for their pain,
                                                   Until I saw the children that they carried on their belabored backs,
                                                   Who were too malnourished,
                                                   Too deficient,
                                                     to help alleviate their mother’s loads.

                                                   And the men who came in for treatment of spider bites;
                                                   A rare species of single-fanged arachnid, which exclusively
                                                     sought out the inner veins of forearms
                                                   And then between one’s fingers and toes,
                                                     Leaving behind necrotic,
                                                       track-mark evidence
                                                   When the more accessible spots had been over-consumed.

                                                   I befriended a man who, as reparation for his crime,
                                                   Upon deportation to Mexico, had been stripped of his nationality,
                                                     identity,
                                                     and rights.


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